put yourself in my shoes.
but perhaps, you guys still won't know why i'd blew up today.

being pissed with you girls is the last thing i'd ever want to do on earth.

please stop taking me for granted. the thought of you girls treating me this way has never came to my mind cause i thought TEAM is what we are. must the history of what 4e3 did to me happen to me from you girls agn, stop it!
like what i've said before, you guys ain't free then am i suppose to be freakingly free, whole day sit in front of the tv and shake leg then. but in life, we've got to prioritize and procrastination will just lead to nowhere. you wouldn't want to rush this kinda thing in the last minute too right, which will turn out bad. and if i don't start it, tell me who will? and just a gentle reminder that this was OUR idea. all i get these days are just words and more words but who will then put it into action? me? yes, me agn. i am SUPPOSE to do it right. i am suppose to plan out everything nicely, give you guys your own thing to do and i'll do all the others, right? right? i guess that was the perfect plan from you guys, wasn't it?

and there's still another thing coming up but i bet no one will do anything till the very last minute. i did suggest something, but the last thing i'd ever want to hear is "you suggest de, you go do la. we also don't know where."

this is the very first time if i could remember that i ever showed attitude to you guys cause it just somehow exploded in me. i didn't want to. i really do hope you guys could understand. please. and friends, let alone teamates don't practice putting aeroplane at the last minute.